Failing again

The fear of failure can be a powerful motivator just as it can be one’s biggest road block.

I found myself failing again. And for a long while fear had crept in

I couldn’t put a finger on it but I was sure it was fear because I did nothing but think of a better excuse

And while I kept coming up with better excuses my dreams kept fading away.

But I’ve been here before I told myself. Now I was stuck desperately waiting for it to all go away!

I realised in that moment, All this suffering are born of my excuses all the failure a distant memory.

I couldn’t help but wonder how I convinced myself every time give in to the fear that was born of my own excuses.

With it all came the opportunity to evolve and an understanding of myself .

It that moment I found resolve, clarity and growth.

Now I look forward to failing again